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BulimiaI look at the TV and I look at magazines.
I see them.
Those beautiful girls, super thin and having perfect skin and hair. The makeup flawlessly applied to their faces.
I then look at myself in the mirror.
"I wish I could be like that model in the magazine. I wish I could be like that celebrity on TV."
I walk to the bathroom and step on the scale. "I feel fat," I say to myself in disgust.
I then walk over to the toilet. Get on my knees and lean my head in.
I stick my finger down my throat and vomit. Suddenly I feel a few pounds lighter.
I smile a little.
Hours later after I eat dinner I walk into a bathroom and purge again.
Suddenly I feel a burn in my throat. "Hm. I shouldn't worry about it."
The next day I feel dizzy and weak. I feel as if I can hardly get up.
I walk and suddenly.....BAM! I hit the floor and black out.
I awaken to find myself in a hospital room. Attached to an IV. What happened?
My parents stood there by my bedside. Crying.
"Thank god you're ok!" I look at them.
Path of a Trainer Part 3"So um....Sebella.....I was wondering......could I travel with you?" "But Chili...you're a gym leader. Don't you have responsibilities?" "Yeah that part is true. Buy my brothers can run the gym without me." "You sure?" "Yeah! Definitely!" "Well....having a traveling companion sounds great!" "Alright! What are we waiting for let's get going!" "Hold on! I don't know where I'm going! Where's the next gym located?" Chili took out a Poke'nav. "Alright let's see......the next gym.....is in Nacrene City and it's west from here!" "Let's go!"
I walked beside Chili. Oshawatt on my shoulder. Looking around at the trees and the bug Poke'mon staring at us in them. "Oshaaa!" Oshawatt screamed and hid it's face in my back. "Huh? Oshawatt what's wrong?" Oshawatt pointed to a Joltik on a tree branch. I looked in the direction it was pointing. "Awww!!!! Oh my gosh! It's adorable!!! I wanna catch it!!!!" Chili laughed a little, "Good luck." He stood there watching me. I threw a Poke'ball. "Cmon cmo
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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